Obituary of Laxmi Gharia

You think you have felt pain before and then you lose a loved one. A wonderful mother to my husband. More then just a mother in law to me and a Ba (grandmother) my children were so fortunate to have. And the most dedicated wife I have met. You think you have been helpless before and then you realize nothing you can say or do can bring her back. You think you have been lost before and then you have to make yourself understand over over again that this is real. You thought you were at the age you knew everything and learn there was so much more she had to teach you. You never ever imagine life without her and just like that she is gone. This pain is real, this helplessness is real, her never coming back is real. Our family has become incomplete, our happiness will always be incomplete, our zindagi has become adhoori.(life has become incomplete) Our eyes are full, our hearts are torn, our words are filled with sorrow, our dreams have lost all hope. She was the purest soul I knew. That bun in her hair, chanlo on her forehead, and purity and genuineness in her heart. She never spoke bad about anyone, she never spoke bad about anything. She never differentiated between her kids and our friends or grandkids or other children and treated everyone with the same love and kindness and affection. She lived by faith and her religion meant more to her then anything. I never thought in my life that my prayers would not be strong enough to save her but her love and dedication for god was so much stronger that nothing or no one could stop her from being with him this early. I could think of this as a tragedy because I can’t be by her side or I can think that a person like this was meant to go down in history. You will always be in my heart, you will always be in my mind. The tears might dry up, but the pain will always be real. We will miss you so so much and I am happy that my last words to you were that I love you so much mommy. I love you so much. Jai Shree Krishna.